Happiness and frustration is what moves people to do certain things: heroic and noble stuff, stupid and reckless memories, miserable posts like mine. Realizing that something precious can be lost with a blink of an eye is one of the most frustrating boosters ever. It is true, that people cry over lost things wich they didn’t treasure before losing, same happened to me. Although, I like to be a drama queen from time to time and see things in different light. In addition, i am not sure whether I lost it or not. Maybe,I have never had it in the first place..
To my biggest surprise, I have met the person from my past. He is not just some random acquitant he is the guy I had romantic relationship with! It seems like fate is giving us a hint not to be separated ever again and she gave us a 3rd chance not to screw things us. Well, I will try to my best: I will go slowly and easy. Who knows, maybe I am falling in love: “slowly and then all at once” (c)TFIOS
This Sunday is the lazy one. So fucking amazing to have one! Work, university and social life are so tiring! I am red with anger and so jealous of this guy I am seeing right now! Maybe, it is all stupid and all, but he is flirting with smbd i guess ! And asking me how to answer in english! Geez, i am dumb to behave this way., Well, gotta go talk to my bff on skype and tell my drama online